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1834 · September 7, 1834
French
p. 179Le 7 septembre.
Je me perds dans les conversations. Je n’en retire le plus souvent que de l’abattement et de l’amertume. J’y compromets ma vie intérieure, ce qu’il y a de meilleur en moi. Pour nourrir le discours, j’y jette mes pensées favorites, celles que j’aime le plus secrètement et avec le plus de sollicitude. Ma parole timide et embarrassée les défigure, les mutile, les jette au grand jour, désordonnées, confuses, demi-nues. Quand je m’en vais, je recueille et je serre mon trésor répandu, mais je ne remets en moi que des rêves meurtris comme des fruits tombés de l’arbre sur des pierres.
The Green Notebook: 1834
p. 180September 7, 1834
I lose myself in conversations. Most often I take from them only dejection and bitterness. In them I compromise my inward life, what is best in me. To feed the discourse, I throw in my favorite thoughts, those I love most secretly and with the greatest solicitude. My timid, faltering speech disfigures them, mutilates them, casts them into broad daylight, disordered, confused, half naked. When I leave, I gather and clasp my scattered treasure, but what I put back within me are only bruised dreams, like fruits fallen from the tree onto stones.
Socrates
Reading The Green Notebook · 1834 · September 7, 1834
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Socrates will begin with this book and its sources.About This Reading Edition
Maurice de Guérin’s journal moves between close attention to nature, friendship, faith, and the inward demands of poetry. This bilingual edition presents the complete Journal section of the 1864 printing, with a separate appendix of earlier printed passages from 1861.
Historical Text and Translation
The French follows G. S. Trébutien’s sixth edition of Journal, lettres et poèmes (Paris: Didier et Cie, 1864), pages 3–126. Its 116 dated entries run from July 1832 to October 1835. Five earlier passages from Reliquiae (1861) appear separately in the appendix. Completeness refers to the printed Journal, rather than the autograph notebook; the following letters and poems are outside this edition.
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Diotimos Editions prepared this independent English translation directly from the French, preserving Guérin’s imagery, repetitions, intimate voice, and original paragraph divisions. French and English remain aligned for comparison. Translator’s notes clarify words, quotations, and allusions, while historical editor notes retain their separate attribution. The Essential setting keeps explanations useful to reading; All also includes the note on the edition’s typographic treatment.
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