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Flares and My Heart Laid Bare · French with an independent English translation.
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My Heart Laid Bare · LXXXII
French
p. 165C’est par le loisir que j’ai, en partie, grandi.
A mon grand détriment ; car le loisir, sans fortune, augmente les dettes, les avanies résultant des dettes.
Mais, à mon grand profit, relativement à la sensibilité, à la méditation et à la faculté du dandysme et du dilettantisme.
Les autres hommes de lettres sont, pour la plupart, de vils piocheurs très ignorants.
Intimate Journals: My Heart Laid Bare
p. 166It is through leisure that I have, in part, grown.
To my great detriment; for leisure without wealth increases debts and the humiliations that result from debts.
But to my great benefit, with regard to sensitivity, meditation and the capacity for dandyism and dilettantism.
Other men of letters are, for the most part, vile, thoroughly ignorant drudges.
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Charles Baudelaire’s private fragments turn from art, love, and crowds to prayer, anger, work, and the discipline of writing. This complete bilingual edition presents all 117 sections of Flares and My Heart Laid Bare, including Hygiène, with an introduction and 104 explanatory notes.
Historical Text and Translation
The French follows Adolphe van Bever’s 1920 edition of Journaux intimes, printed pages 3–42 and 45–112. Its 117 Roman-numbered sections contain the complete Fusées and Mon cœur mis à nu, including Hygiène. These fragments were arranged after Baudelaire’s death; their printed sequence preserves that edition’s organization of loose sheets. The separate selection of maxims on love and the editor’s backmatter are outside this volume.
About Diotimos Editions
Diotimos Editions prepared this independent English translation directly from the French. Flares and My Heart Laid Bare retain the fragments’ abrupt turns, repetitions, images, and unfinished projects. French and English paragraphs remain paired, with verse, italics, and printed annotations preserved. The introduction places the notebooks in context; translator’s notes clarify references, ambiguities, and uncertain readings. All 104 notes meet the reader’s Essential criterion and remain available beside their passages.
Rights
Baudelaire’s historical French text and the 1920 printing are in the public domain in the United States. The independent English translation, introduction, and new editorial notes are © 2026 Diotimos Editions. The linked facsimile and catalogue identify the printed source, while a historical transcription supplies a comparison witness. Original annotations retain their attribution, and source references distinguish the printed arrangement from the surviving manuscript sheets.